Wednesday, May 12, 2010

It's been a long time...

I haven't blogged in a long time!! So much has been going on that I don't even know where to start. Not even really sure what made me decide to hop on there and blog, but now that I'm here, let's do it!

TAKS is over!! I hate TAKS. I don't care what anyone says, it's a stupid test. It stresses out the kids and the teachers so much that kids vomit and teacher have migraines. Are you kidding me?? The rest of the year is now going by so slowly!!!!!!!

I went and saw my friends baby yesterday. Dolores and Mark had their sweet baby girl, Bree, on Monday evening. She's beautiful. Her head was so small and round and she kept making the sweetest little faces. I LOVE babies. (But then they grow up and vomit. They also talk back to their teachers.) I think I'll let them settle in at home before I bother them again. Is tonight too soon?

It upsets me that some people can't see CRAZY!! I've known for awhile now that there are crazy people all around me, but it really bothers me that other people cater to their craziness. I hate drama. I don't like feeling out of control in any situation. When people are crazy enough to cause DRAMA and then ruin my plans, it really pisses me off.

I've been thinking a lot about the people that I associate with and the people in my life. I have many "friends" but not that many that I would consider true friends. I honesly believe that GOD puts people in your life at the right times. Some people you will remain close with and build a solid relationship, and others are there only to teach you a lesson and they move on. It's become very important to be to only surround myself with positive and loving people. I'm no longer willing to waste my time and energy on relationships that only take and never give. It's emotionally draining!

With that being said, I sometimes feel like I take more than I give. I really want to be a better friend to those people that I feel love and respect me. I need to be better about emailing, picking up the phone, or arranging dates. I love my friends and don't ever want to be a drag on someone else's emotions.

(I'm too lazy to go back a proof this blog before I publish, so there may be several mistakes.)

Until next time...

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